No turning back now!

I've been dead worried for my Circuit Theory finals as I barely answered anything right. Today however, I guess I've amazing luck or must have lived as a saint in my past life. I passed all my exams last sem! I've even thought of dropping out of engineering and take management instead if I were to fail but I guess there's no turning back, never.

The week before I came back to Cyber was havoc.
Tani with friends:
Celebrated Mon's bday:
(we did a lot more tapi these are the oni ones with pictures ;D)













Cyber is kinda boring but luckily my coursemates are fun to hang out with. Hey, lame jokes go a long way YONG! Joined a chinese event, it's time to mingle!

Family brawl.. it happens?

Had a lil fight with my mom just now regarding me coming home late and mixing with the apparently wrong gang.

Had me thinking for a while; Mom I know that you only want what's best for me but sometimes I hafta reassure you. I'm 19, and I'm almost an adult. I am not perfect, there are flaws within me, more than you could probably know but still, I'm trying my best. These are the reasons why I hate to come back home. Coming back late and mixing with my hometown buddies here seem like a guilt worthy of treason.

I know I worry you when I return home late and mix with the people that you deem bad, but please have a lil more faith in me. It's not like I'm gonna do some illegal drug transactions or kill someone, I'm just trying to live my life as a teen! I'm sure you've been through this phase of life in which you wanted freedom so much and hoped everybody treats you like an adult.

And yeah, my friends, regardless of their physical behaviour or outlook, are actually nice people. I assure you on that. They might have a lil ego and certain unpleasant habits but what matters is the inner beauty, no? Yeah, I know I'm easily influenced but this is the prime time of my life. Let me live it out and give me a chance to decide what my life's gonna be. When I'm done exploring, I promise I'm gonna return home in one piece.

Honestly, stop treating me like a kid. Let me unveil and soar, for experiences are utmost crucial in having a successful and satisfying life.

ps : I only blog about emo stuffs lately. Gotta stop it and blog ma joys!

We're all growing aren't we :)

2/5 exams are finished. The hard ones. Though next week would be equally as tough; 3 papers one after each day. Went to the usual AC place to hang out, had fun and, exhausted. :)

Had a nice long talk with Ken on our way back home to Cyber(yes I did not return home though it's near). The place where we yum cha at 4am, near to both our houses. Trees still look the same; same ol' place, but different perception of views coming from me. For instance, I used to think having fun is the priority, neglecting others' feelings. Now, I feel it's all connected. Take care of the feelings, negotiate and tolerate, and both parties will not be left out.

Thinking back of my past, I was young, and naive. Silly acts, stupid jokes(even up till now), genuine pure fun, responsibilities-ignorant and much more. Looking at the present, it has to be changed. Being an adult ain't easy after all. Any action would lead to a reaction you might not want. Every step makes a difference. We all have choices. It is up to us to make the right ones, if good and bad actually exists, that is.

Dreaming about the future, I wonder what would all of us turn out to be? Young and naive to mature and rational. At least, don't steal away the genuine happiness God. Let us all smile without doubts. For life's too short to make a long face; a curve on the face can make it non-linear and non-boring. =)

In love with Taeyeon from SNSD =)

Been checking out SNSD lately and God, I love them! Like seriously!Hey peepz! Been bz lately so didn't really have much time to blog! My finals start this comingtuesday and I barely even read a chapter. Looks like it's time to get serious starting tomorrow!

Been checking out SNSD lately and God, I love them! Like seriously!

My fav would be Taeyeon; she's all that I want in a girl. Her cute face, bubbly playful expression and what more, her beautiful voice. Therefore, with all due respect, I recommend all of you to listen to:

Taeyeon - What If

This is a beautiful song and it's the song for one of the Korean movies which receive good ratings. Together with her angelic voice, even tears from a guy could fall!

If you like them, get their album! Planning to do so soon :)

Sweet Taeyeon! <3>

One of my friends, Kenneth officially became a man today, though in a dramatical way I would say. Apparently, some crazy gamer-addict got pissed when Ken shot him(friendly-fire) in CS and confronted him when we were about to leave. The conversation was like:

Addict: Hey, what's with you shooting team mate? Wtf man?

Ken: It's just a game ok? (with his eyes popping out and his almighty serious face)

Addict: Wtf, so you think it's funny killing your own team mates?

Ken: What? If you don't like it don't join la.

Addict: Then you leave la ma **** ***

Ken: I host, if I leave all the players DC la. (this part got us all cracked up)

Addict: (a lil speechless).. Wtf, so does that mean I can punch you in a cyber cafe?

Ken: You punch me then I punch you back la(ROFL!)

And the convo goes on and on till we chill both of em out and apparently, it ended with a handshake of apology. God knows what's wrong with gamers these days. We had a good laugh anyhow :)

Sorry if I bore you guys especially on the Ken part. It's meant for my memory , skip it if you're not interested or just couldn't be bothered.

Will upload pics in time to come, engineering honestly sucks.

Looks like I've done it.

There's a reason why sometimes it's so hard to tell you in front of your face. That's because u're a friend so somehow I expect you to understand my feelings. In a way, I'm being selfish as I want people to conform to my behaviours and expectations, but do remember that there's always something that sparked that.

PS: Friends are really cool no matter what, but room mates, sometimes we need to have the same interests and a certain level of mutual understanding to maintain a harmonic balance.

Inconsiderate?

What else do you call it? When you are all paying equally for something and somehow, one specific ass gets to enjoy the most out of it and leaves trails of destruction behind.

That is, when you are all sharing a single line and one gets to watch his movies and streamings with oh-so-much of comfort while another lies here, typing his rant on his blog bcoz his web loads wayy too slow , or doesn't load at all.

That's it. I'm planning a move-out soon. =) I've had enough.

It's not dead

This post is just to tell you peepz that this blog is still ALIVE!

I don't really like taking pics, and xde pics = xde laku, so no mood to blog lmao!

Anyway, just a few updates in the chronicles of an engineering student. Subjects, most are getting tougher, lab sessions are just wayyy too boring and their equipments honestly sucks, assignments, haven't start. Got a lot more la wei but can't think of any atm.

Alas, the HOLIDAYS are here; though it is already the 3rd day of my holiday, and it lasts for only a week! Up till the 3rd day, I went out lots with my high school friends(that's the usual kan), got in touch with some old ones and yeah, stay at home and ROT in front of the PC. Unusually, I started to jog a lil but the weather these days seem pretty bad(ytd haze, today rain).

Being single is still okay, but it's getting a lil boring. Damn, I need a trip. =(